ERIKA NISHIKIDO

2012-02-01T13:27:00.001+08:00

2012-02-01T12:22:00.001+08:00

2012-02-01T12:08:00.001+08:00

Saturday

2012-01-30T19:46:00.001+08:00

Baby ryo had a bath.

Birdnest

2012-01-30T01:59:00.001+08:00

Spent the entire day doing proj, went to school on a Sunday.

Btw Seems like I lost my wallet..
Wtf.

I've been losing and spoiling things since new year.
2012 seriously bringing me bad luck.
);

Staying over at Birdnest now.❤
Least we had each other's company while doing our work.

& Tmr's gonna be hell for me.
mm is due tmr, mrm proj due and mm test is on tues.

For now, goodnight.
We have 5 hours of sleep,
Not that bad.

Day two

2012-01-25T11:36:00.001+08:00

2012-01-25T11:20:00.001+08:00

Rena! (;
She's half jap too!

夜中遊びまつくって朝に帰った♪
久しぶりのオール(課題とか勉強以来のw)

First day

2012-01-25T11:10:00.001+08:00

❤❤❤❤❤

2012-01-22T20:44:00.001+08:00

皆ありがとう。
Dear friends and family.

メールしてきた人達も、
電話かけてきた人達も、
Twitterやfacebookも

皆ありがとう！

これからもよろしく♪

19才

2012-01-21T11:36:00.001+08:00

昨夜loftっていうアパートみたいなの所で誕生日祝ってもらった♪
男二人と私の可哀想パーティw
朝まで泊まってさっきチャックアウトしたばっか。
バスなう！

でもあいつらは私の大大大親友。
本当に大好き過ぎてこのふたりがいなかったら私生きていられない。

一人は小1からの付き合いで、
小学校、中学校、今の高校も全部私と一緒(･∀･)
もう12年ぐらい！

もう一人は中学校からの友達♪
元々は元彼の親友だったけど、
私が彼氏に振られた時、
こいつもその人を振ったw
そして私がbest friendになった(･∀･)

Friendship.
この友情は永遠と続きますように！
大切に大切にする♡

Last

2012-01-20T01:03:00.001+08:00

ネガポストすいませんでした(/_<｡)
今日から元気取り戻します。

辛いかもしんないけど、
一歩踏み出さなきゃ、
いつまでたっても暗闇から逃げられない。

だから前向きになんなくちゃ。

& That will be the end of my emo post. Probably had been the worst week of my life. 2012 indeed sucks. But im still gonna do all i can to make the best out of this year.

Enough ranting.

2012-01-18T20:02:00.001+08:00

自分まぢ大嫌い。
消えたい。
皆から姿消したい。

私の人生もともと楽しい事なんか起きてないけど、
もうこの可哀想人生を生きるしかくさえない。

パパママごめんね。
私人生で何回謝ったんだらう。
いつも皆に迷惑しかかけてないし。
ごめんなんか言っても、
もう意味ないよね。

これからもっといい自分に変わりたい。って思っても、思っても。

人って本当に変えるもんなんかな？

人生ってもっといい事が起こるのかな？

2012-01-18T14:40:00.001+08:00

2012年入ってから何一つもいいことがない。
本当最悪。
最悪。
最悪。
最悪。
人生、
最悪。

2012-01-17T12:37:00.001+08:00

And my eyes are swollen like fuck.

2012-01-16T22:44:00.001+08:00

My MacBook crashed
Hallelujah

2012-01-16T09:10:00.001+08:00

目の腫れ具合が半端ない
赤くなってるし
キモイ(´;ω;`)

私ってなんでそんなにものもらいが出来やすいんだろう(>_<)
しかも一回できたら、
治るのに半年ぐらいかかる。

まぢ最悪。

日本語

2012-01-15T12:03:00.001+08:00

私って多分落ち込んでると日本語で書くみたい。だから最近ずっと日本語で更新してる。

みんなが読めないように。

みんなに知られたくないから。

言葉の切り替えっていいよね。

2012-01-15T00:12:00.001+08:00

2006年に戻りたい。

戻りたい。

2012-01-14T18:03:00.001+08:00

今日もファミリーディ(｡-∀-)
買い物したよ♪

最近友達と遊んでないなぁ。
みんなにあっても食事のみ(´;ω;`)
久しぶりにパーティーとかしたいなぁ♪

だるいだるい

最近毎日すっぴんで出掛けてますw

だるいだるい

空

2012-01-14T01:01:00.001+08:00

今日は一日中勉強しました( 　･ิω･ิ)
来週出すレポートも終わりました♪

あぁ、なんて真面目なんだろう。
Friday night とか一人で部屋に閉じ込もって勉強かっorz

..........

&今日の空はとにかく綺麗だった(*´∇`*)

Goodnight

安田が来ました。

2012-01-13T17:55:00.001+08:00

昨日は安田初日。
痛くて身体中が痺れて、気持ち悪くて、本当に死にそうだった。
毎回初日が一番辛いんだげど今回は
久々にmaxを超えた痛みでした。
一昨日プレゼンテーションの為に夜遅くまで課題頑張ったのに結局安田のせいで学校行けなかったし。

昨日、イブAじゃなくて普通のシンガポールに売ってるpanadol menstrualを飲んだけど余計に痛くなってきて、喘息気味にもなって、ゲロも吐いちゃって( ﾉω-､)なにこの薬！と箱を見たら、なんと賞味期限が切れてました。去年の四月に。

＿|￣|○

でも夜はちゃんとイブを飲んだよぉ(*´･ω･)...
イブさんのおかげで私は今生きてます。感謝。

今日は休みです(･∀･)
課題全部終わらすつもりです！
週末はゆっくりしたいので♪

では、
離脱！また今夜更新します(･∀･) (多分)

もうすぐ19になる私。

2012-01-12T01:25:00.001+08:00

今日も課題とかレポート頑張りました。
テストの結果も出たよ(･∀･)なんと91%取りました。本当に嬉しいです。
これからも頑張ろう！

日本語の勉強もしなくちゃ♪

やっぱ今は遊びより、
勉強だよね。
将来の為にしっかり勉強して、いい成績取って、いい大学に入って。
人生はまだまだ長いんだから、
これからはきっと楽しい時間とかもいっぱい過ごせるはず。
いい人にも出会えるはず。

これ、前に描いた絵(｡ﾟωﾟ)ﾉどう？w

2012-01-10T22:59:00.001+08:00

なんか寂しい。
なんかが足りない。
なんなんだろう？

この学校に入ってから、もう2年もたちました。
楽しいこと一つもない。
いい仲間もいない。

人生の次のステップを楽しみに待ってます。

Quick update:
I met up with Claudsen and Nigel for dinner the other day. (:
Havent seen Nigel for almost half a year! Was so happy to see him after such a long time(:

Spring cleaning day

2012-01-08T08:15:00.001+08:00

Was cleaning my room the other day, and was shocked to see many weird insects coming out from my drawers.

I scrubbed every corners of my room, cleaned the shelves, emptied the drawers and cleaned inside.

My room is more or less clean now lol
While I was digging out stuffs, I found many old letters. Even those dated 1998. That's like more than a decade ago and I was only 5.
It was fun reading all those old letters

And that night, family ( which includes the poodle) and I went to drive thru macs for supper and punggol end where daddy surprised mummy with a I love you Tiffany and co ring awwwww.

Anyway.
I'm actually on my way to driving at 8.30 am on Sunday.
I have no idea why I booked this slot.
Really tired );
My test is on the 25th this month,
Now im left with practice.
I'll probably try to practice at least twice a week.

Haneda

2012-01-04T19:00:00.001+08:00

Countdown and new year in Japan!

2012-01-04T18:52:00.001+08:00

My ancestors

2012-01-04T18:47:00.001+08:00

2012-01-04T18:43:00.001+08:00

Doodles (;

2012-01-04T18:42:00.001+08:00

I miss mcpork!!!!
And my grandmother's garden (':

2012-01-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

Coco ichiban curry just beside our house (:
Chicken katsu and omelette curry!

Miscellaneous (･∀･)

2012-01-04T18:36:00.001+08:00

2012-01-04T18:33:00.001+08:00

Japan's original saizeria is so much nicer than Singapore's ):

2012-01-04T18:29:00.001+08:00

Captions:

The best mentaiko tako yaki ever!

The view of my garden from the window!

Yamapi and ryo was on news again. Regarding the departure of them both from NEWS. ):
Talking about this, during the johnnys countdown ryo was all emo when the new four members NEWS appeared and sang songs that he used to sing. He was staring at the screen motionless while other eito members were singing and dancing to the song.
I wonder what was he thinking ...
But somehow i have the feeling that he didn't leave NEWS entirely on his own accord.

Happy new year

2012-01-04T17:37:00.001+08:00

I guess I only managed to blog about 3 posts during my stay in Japan lol.
Really hate this application plus I was kinda lazy too.
Anyway,
I'm back in smelly hot Singapore.
Cny is coming soon, and so is my 19th birthday. Not like I'm actually looking forward to it or anything.
I'm more excited for my 20th next year cause 20 yrs old is considered as the age of adulthood unlike us, which is 21. I will get to wear a pretty kimono to celebrate my coming of age.

Well enough about next year, 2012 just started and im alr taking about 2013. But you know time flies really fast!
For now, I just have to tolerate my last year in poly.. Internships and what nots. And sit for the uni entrance exam in December and fly off to Japan next year. But to achieve all this. I really have to try and do my best in everything. And although I have relatives in Japan to assist me and help me out on my uni stuffs, all responsibilities are on me and ultimately I'm the one who's going to study there so I have to know why I wanna do and achieve there.
2012 is gonna be a year where I will have to really start thinking about my future.
And to prove everyone that im eager to further my studies.

Cause yeah, looking at me now.. I am totally hating poly.
Sighhh

Oh well.
Ganbatte Erika.

Anyway I have lots of pics which I've yet to upload. I will upload them now, hopefully this stupid application allows me to do so.
These were taken two days ago when I touched down Singapore.

2011-12-25T01:30:00.001+08:00

メリークリスマス(*ﾉ∀<)
エイトと過ごしたかったなぁ
今日名古屋ライブやばかったらしいね
亮ちゃんサーフボードをファンにプレゼントしたとか、まじ羨ましいわ！

カウコンも行きたいよぉー(｡-_-｡)
来年こそ大阪行きたいっ！
その為に色々頑張らんとな☆
学校とか。インターンシップも。
そして来年はエイトの八周年だし！
エイトと祝いたい(*´艸`*)

だから今年のサンタさんへのwishは.
2012エイト沢山会えますように♡

お願いします（^人^）

てか、
彼氏欲しいなぁww

やっぱクリスマスは好きな人と過ごしたいよね。
今年もひとりです:(ﾟ'ωﾟ'ﾞ;):
可哀想に......

まぁ、来年こそ！←

2011-12-24T01:26:00.001+08:00

Blogger app sucks

2011-12-24T01:18:00.001+08:00

I'm getting really pissed with the blogger app. );
I need a solution seriously.

2011-12-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

Blogger app seriously sucks ): because of this I am contemplating to switch to some other platforms like tumblr or livejournal or something.

2011-12-22T23:26:00.001+08:00

Karaoke day.

Mr children kanjani and news on heavy rotation

2011-12-22T23:20:00.001+08:00

2011-12-22T23:16:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me what's the problem with this blogger app for iphone? Cause I can't seem to publish pics anymore ):

18 december 2011 kanjanj eight Concert report is two posts before

2011-12-19T20:23:00.001+08:00

関ジャニエイトおもんなかったらドームすいませんeight X eighter 東京ドーム
ヽ(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ

2011-12-19T20:13:00.001+08:00

18 DEC TOKYO DOME LAST NIGHT

2011-12-19T14:43:00.000+08:00

I reached around 3 and there was already a very long queue at the goods store as usual.
Had ramen for early dinner and went in the dome at around 5.30
The whole ARENA ATMOSPHERE was just heavenly.
I couldnt believe how close we were to the aisle and the main stage.

The opening video was damn cuttteeeee!
It was ohkura and maru riding the motorcycle, murakami on a bicycle, ryo walking with a surfboard in his hands ( fucking hot i swear ) , subaru who hit murakami with his car and yasu who also hit murakami with his car lol. Yasu was in the car with some black american woman, and she kissed him on the cheek. LOL.
Afterwhich they all walk towards the dome and change into their baseball uniform.
After they changed they walked out from the changing room,
and thats when they APPEARED LIVE!!!!!
They introduced each member in a " baseball match way"
SOOO CUTTEEE.
Ryo turned to his back, showed his"69" tshirt and grinned in the cuttteeesssttt way ever.
After the whole intro,
they started with " life me no mae no mukou e" and all the other band songs. During uchu ni itta lion, ryo started with playing acoustic guitar. Very perfectly and very seriously. His engrossed face was really .... Hot. And half way thru he switched to electronic guitar. The switching was like very cool. Yasu, Ryo, Maru and Ohkura had their own instrument solo ( ryo and his electronic guitar ) before misetekure.
Ryo's solo scarecrow moved me to tears.
The PV on the screen was an animation of some old man who's wife died or something.
It's a really touching PV.
And of course his play was really touching as well.
He wore a red and white checkered top and jeans overall, the "farmer style"
SOOO CUTTTEEE hehehehehe.
and he was singing in the most solid voice and flaunting his wonderful guitar play.

MC: ( not in order )

Yoko: Thanks everyone for coming down, tonight's Tokyo last, let's make it a wonderful night. ( Ohkura drum roll )

Yoko: Hey, that drum roll was cool, you guys can add more instrumental effect.

Yoko: I am really glad to be part of this wonderful group, I feel so comfortable here, I love you Kanjani Eight ( Yasu made a weird guitar sound )

Eito: HAHAHAHA

Yoko: Hey what was that sound effect all about!

Yasu: That was my guitar

Yoko: Yeah I know but whats that all about! ( blushing )

( Eito all laughing at Yoko and teasing him for saying something so mushy)

Crowd: Ooooooohhhh~

TOPIC: fat

They were talking about weight lol.
How Maru and Yoko is trying to lose weight.
Ohkura was supposed to be in the " Skinny team" but because he loves to eat he was siding the 2 lol.
Seems that Subaru and Ryo always call Maru " BUTA" ( pig ). Ohkura stood up for the 2 and said that it was downright hurting and they should stop calling Maru, Buta. But Ryo and Subaru was just grinning away. The whole how-to-lose-weight conversation got long and Subaru got really annoyed so he yelled at them to shut up, and said that "Fat people are fat, you are born fat so live with it!"The whole crowd was like... " ehhhhhh" cause it was kinda mean seriously. Ryo gave some mean comments too, like " the fact that you think that your fats are comfy is already wrong! " cause Maru's tummy is comfy according to Yoko lol.

TOPIC: Maru's sister
Maru's sister apparently came for the concert on the 17th. And she commented that this was the first time in her life she ever felt that her brother was cool. Then ohkura was like, " What?! Which part of you is cool!? I mean , what did you do that made her thought you were cool!?" Yoko" Is it when you play the bass or something?" Maru " she said she like Dye d " Yoko" That's all?" Maru " She said I looked cool when I was moving on the Torocco ( The truck thing that they travel around the dome ) Eito: ( LAUGHED OUT LOUD ) Yoko: When you were moving? Cause thats when people cant see you properly. The speed made you look cool at a glance! It must have made you looked skinnier also! Eito: LAUGHED OUT LOUD Ohkura or Murakami : That's very mean, you got to apologise. Ohkura: Who does your sister like in Kanjani Eight? Maru: Yasu.

TOPIC: AKANISHI JIN AND INU WO KAU TO IU KOTO FAMILY
Ryo was like " many celebs are here to watch us yknow "" My inu wo kau to iu koto family is here!"
Eito: Mizukawa Asami san and the kids?! WOAH
Ryo: yeah, and Jin's here too.
Crowd: WHATTT!!!?!?!?!?! ( screams in shock )
The camera shifted to Jin and the whole dome was screaming in joy.
He was chewing his gum and looking totally relaxed.
Yoko: HEY yukan club!
Jin gave him the " uh huh so what face " lol
Ryo: Look at that guy his totally relaxing chewing his gum away
( I could tell Ryo was really happy that his bestfriend was here, he was teasing him with his mean tone with a tinge of shyness and yet he was grinning so broadly. )

TOPIC: Maru's perverted costume
As you know, Maru always does his perverted cosplay during countdown.
Perverted cosplay as in he wears bra and panties underneath his clothes lol.
Ryo: Its gross cause when he sweats during the concert, you can see his bra stripe and for people who dont know that this is his " typical traditional yearly cosplay" they will just freak out.
Ohkura: I went with him once to buy his lingeries.
Eito: WHAT?! you bought as well? ( Crowd: EHHHH lol)
Ohkura: Of course not! I was just watching out and looking after him.
Crowd: Awwww
Ohkura: I thought he will just settle it quickly but he took kinda long, he was so serious picking up the perfect lingerie, it was so embarrassing. Like a girl trying to find a perfect lingerie to show off to her boyfriend.

TOPIC: Maru's Wild 7 truck
Ryo: I saw your advertorial truck! I saw it! Me and Yasu saw it. Right, Yasu? Yasu say something!
( as usual, he can't speak a whole full sentence without the aid of his fellow members lol )
Yasu: yeah! we were so happy.
Ryo: It made us damn excited somehow

Thats all I can remember. And Ryo was wearing a tank top with a scarf dangling from his left pocket. His underwear was blue. He was in charge of the distribution of everyone's waterbottle. And their waterbottles were very cute as usual, all in their respective colors.

Dye d was fucking awesome.
DYE D WAS REALLY SEXY.
The pv was very nicely taken. Eito were vampires.
HOT vampires.
Ryo was damn sexy with his sharp teeth, eyeliner, eyeshadow and fringe all up hairstyle and long black coat.
The beginning part when Ryo sang that whole string of words in english,
killed me.

Water drop was really beautiful and grand.
They were walking through water and all the water effects were simply breathtaking.

Fight for the Eight was another very grand play.
At first we could only see their shadows dancing at the top.
Afterwhich they came down with their beautiful LED suits lol.
Only their suits lighted up while they were dancing.
So it was like dancing suits lol.
We couldnt see their faces but we know who were who because they were in their respective colors.
The dance for Fight for the Eight and Dye d was damn hot. damn sexy.

During Freedom Riron,
Ryo kept dancing with all the juniors in perfect synchronization. (:
He talked to the Juniors but they were kinda frightened by him,
Yasu saw that and laughed at him.

Maru was wearing suits during pan pan panda which made everyone laughed at me.
During Ohkura+yasu+Murakami song Yoru na Yoru na Yo Night, they came out with the most hideous outfits haha. They had wings on their backs. And ohkura was always flapping it.
During the call " Viva Shin Chan, Viva Shin Chan" "Viva Yasu Chan, Viva Yasu Chan" " Viva Tacchon Viva Tacchon" they were flapping their wings and showing the " IM COOL, 55000 people are calling my name now - face " lol. There was also a " Viva eighter Viva eighter" call.

During Subaru's solo.
Everyone had to switch of their penlights.
& only people with a yellow sticker on their seats were allowed to light up.
It was a breathtaking scenery.
The lights formed up the word " arigatou"
The third story of the whole dome formed the word "arigatou"
It was so beautiful.
The whole crowd was chanting Arigatou as we took in the breathtaking scenery.
A really touching performance that moved me to tears.

PS . RYO's HAIR IS BACK TO MUSHROOM HAIR.
PS . RYO's KINDA FAIR
PS . RYO CHANGED EITOPOP LYRICS AND SANG EIGHT POP POP AND JIN! TO JIN
PS . RYO WAS SMILING SO SWEETLY THRU OUT THE CON

I was sitted at the arena so whenever they walk pass us we were just like a meter away.
the transparent moving stage was directly above me. So RYO and of course the other members were JUST ON TOP OF OUR FACE OMG. Was trying so hard to receive fan service from Ryo but I couldnt ): But at least he was damn close. Its very hard to get ryo's fan service cause he hardly do it. We all take it as " The fact that his standing and smiling and waving its already a fan service. " lol. The only person who fan serviced me was Maru (: He looked at my " Come to Singapore" Uchiwa and pointed to it and gave me an OK Sign.
Other people were lucky enough to get the shirt that they stripped or the guitar picks that they threw or brushed their hands.

They specially gave us triple encore cause it was the last night in Tokyo.
We were screaming Eito at the top of the lungs.
When they come out for the last time, they were all so unprepared.
Ryo crawled out from the bottom of the stage.
He was crawling all over the stage.
Yoko: K Ohkura you are in charge now.
Ohkura: Ehhhh~ I don't know what do~
Yoko: But they don't want to go home.
Ohkura: I heard them calling us and the next thing I know I am on the stage again! I got led by their voice but I don't know what to do~ How~

In the end the final song was Hitotsu no uta!
They ran around the whole dome and Ryo came over again.
He was damn. damn. damn. damn. damn. cute
When the whole song was over they made their way back to the main stage.
Yasu and Ohkura were taking their own sweet time on the cart thing.
Yoko: Stop flirting you too! hurry come back
Ryo: Tori chan! Tori chan! take your time Tori chan!
( Tori chan is what ryo call ohkura, because ohkura's family business is yakitori )
I almost died from hearing Ryo's loving call.
He sounded so cute calling TORI CHAN. omg

I'll add stuffs when I rmb. (:
Shall upload my pics!

Greetings from winter wonderland

2011-12-17T11:20:00.001+08:00

I didn't go for the 16th in the end );
Only going for the concert tmr.
It's arena tmr so I am really expecting an awesome night with eito and all the 550000 eighters.

Do you see that vending machine t the bottom? It's digital btw!!! So cool! And when you press the " up to you" button, they will choose a drink for you based on your age and gender. It can actually detect your age and gender just from you standing there. (:

Erika flying off

2011-12-17T11:14:00.001+08:00

Hello people

2011-12-13T17:52:00.001+08:00

I got my hair cut ytd (:
It's like 20cm shorter now!!!
It's lighter and I got the bottom layered.
Low soft layer, they call it.

Quite happy with it now.

And tests are over!!!
Japan in two days!!!

2011-12-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously addicted to sims 3.
This is bad cause I've got tests coming up and I've not studied for it at all!
I'm abandoning my eito shows as well.

Gotta resist and start playing when I'm back in Japan cause I have all the time in the world and I can watch all my shows real time without downloading and stuff.

School tmr at nine am again wtf
And in getting my hair cut tmr...hmmm

I really want that Mbmj cover, know where I can it?

Home alone

2011-12-10T11:30:00.001+08:00

Got sick of takeouts and instant noodles, I decided to cook.

Sims 3 is so addictive.
I'm still in the midst of designing my gorgeous house. (:

5 days till Tokyo ! Omg

2011-12-03T23:57:00.001+08:00

2011-12-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

ノーコメント。

When you are happy and sad both at the same time

2011-11-29T10:50:00.003+08:00

Anyway family left for Japan already. And it's only day one an I've already fallen sick. My nose throat head is killing me, and last night I had a slight asthma attack and fever ):

I need to go to the clinic not because of the meds cause trust me, I have millions of asthma medicines. But I need to get MC. Sian.

And yesterday, I received news about my kanjani concert seats already.
One of them is.
ARENA.
ahahahahahahaha. A-R-E-NA
ahahahahahaha
Really looking forward to it (':

Kikki.k

2011-11-25T17:39:00.001+08:00

Hi so I suppose you all know that I took Japanese for my I.S right lol.
But the teacher was so nice to let me stay even though I was here just to slack.
But I really never regret taking this IS class, not because I didn't had to study or whatever but because of the wonderful friends and our cute sensei!

Today was the last lesson ):
Time flies when you are enjoying yourselves.

Me and Qiao Yi went to Kikki k to get our present for yoko sensei(:
And we ended up buying planners for ourselves too! 20% off for members ! Totally worth it.
I just joined the membership today and got immediate discount(:

So we had lunch at ion and headed back to school to meet up with the rest to complete our card for her.

Sensei was so touched and happy(:
She was shocked actually lol.
Glad she liked it!

もはや心はローリングコースター

2011-11-24T18:14:00.001+08:00

機嫌が悪いっていうか、
疲れた。
精神的に。

Yesterday was the start of kanjani eight's dome tour. They will tour from the north which was Sapporo yesterday, and travel down the island with Osaka as their last spot.
I will be joining them on the 16th and 18th for the Tokyo ones.
Already quite excited for it.

But just really upset about quite a lot of things, all regarding about school.

I don't know man ...
I seriously don't see myself Working in Singapore.

Gorgeous Man Alert.

2011-11-22T11:07:00.001+08:00

Nishijima Hidetoshi

from boku to star no 99 nichi,

which stars korean actress, Kim tae hee.

Hmm, his 40 years old btw.

But he's really hot (':

I think he kind of, some way or another, probably the aura,

i dont know, the hairstyle?

something. something about him just looks abit like Ryo (:

Now watching 僕とスターのの99日

2011-11-21T23:53:00.001+08:00

Got back from driving an hour ago (:

Relatively in a good mood today,
Just a little sad this morning cause I was marked absent for the first lec ):

Hope tmr will be a nice day.

#nowplaying wander - kanjani eight

2011-11-20T09:49:00.001+08:00

Good morning world!
Slept at 4 , woke up at 9!
I mean it's ok to sleep at 4 during the weekends but it isn't okay to wake up at 9 right ! Lol
Yeah but anw I'm heading down to 313 again, either exchange the coat or just get another one. Mummy said its good to have a thick one and a thinner one for the change of seasons.

So yup.
But today I'm going down alone ):

#nowplaying dye d : kanjani eight

2011-11-20T02:14:00.001+08:00

So I did bought my coat
But then as I thought,
My mum said that its too thin. Lol.
More of like an autumn coat instead of winter.
So. I'm heading down to f21 tmr again to get another coat omg.
I'd prolly get the dark red one,
Kinda sleek and pretty.

Orchard road is getting all Christmassy. I like.

#nowplaying 雨のち晴れ

2011-11-19T16:19:00.001+08:00

On the way to meet Birdnest!
Gonna get my coat today and she will be my fashion advisor! Heehee :D

あとどれくらい時が経てば意味を見出せる空には白い雲の軌跡残し飛ぶ飛行機あんな風にもし僕も自由に飛べたら次の誰かを探してたの？それは違うスケアクロウ風に吹かれてもスケアクロウ雨に打たれてもスケアクロウまた少し色褪せてもスケアクロウ僕は此処にいるだろう君が置いてったモノならまだ此処にあるよ誰にも奪われないように僕が守ってるよ形に残らないモノの方が記憶に残るって君は言ったねそんなの分ってる目を閉じる度今も君が笑ってるスケアクロウ風に吹かれてもスケアクロウ雨に打たれてもスケアクロウまた少し色褪せてもスケアクロウそれでも此処にいるだろうスケアクロウ桜が咲いて散ってスケアクロウ太陽に照らされてスケアクロウ落ち葉に包まれてスケアクロウ雪に震えてもスケアクロウ風に吹かれてもスケアクロウ雨に打たれてもスケアクロウまた少し色褪せてもスケアクロウ僕は此処にいるから君が迷わないように見つけやすいように君を一人にさせないように僕が此処に

2011-11-18T13:01:00.001+08:00

Kanjani eight's new album FIGHT is really really really v NICE.
Can't wait to listen to them and watch them sing/perform live!

Anw here are some pics again.
Dinner with my family at the ships t@ shaw ytd.

Gonna go shopping after school.
Shop for boots to wear back to Japan.

PS my title post is quoted from the lyrics composed by a very talented man nishikido ryo.
Scarecrow

Pissed off

2011-11-16T07:57:00.001+08:00

I realised ive been blogging in an old abandoned blog wtf.
have to re-blog here all over again.

So anw.
11.11.11 is a day to rmb!
Erika's iPhone debut!
Finally I can type jap on my phone and call my jap friends with the apps an stuffs. Really nice. Thanks daddy!

And also, on 11.11 ( yes, its our dear old news member tegoshi's birthday )
But more importantly...
ryo's scandalous pics and articles were featured on tabloid magazines all over Japan!
L..O..L..
Nothing to comment on this alr lol.

Just hoping that he doesn't have STD

So.
Nothing much happened recently.
More of like I can't rmb what happened.
Cause. I lost my written diary/schedule.
IN SCHOOL ):
Someone will read all my secrets.
So depressing...........
If anyone found it pls return it to me ASAP why would u wanna keep my diary lol.

Okay,
Pics of ivins and miscellaneous

We had sotong hitam, ngoh hiang, bakwan soup, sambal kangkong, ikan sela, buaklelak??? Lol sorry dunno how to spell.

Really love peranakan food!
FYI the lee family is half peranakan cause my ahma is peranakan (:

It's really in random order ttm.

Belated Birthday Post.

2011-11-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

FAIL AS A FAN.
Can tweet like crazy, but can forget to dedicate a birthday blog post for Nishikido Ryo.

His Birthday was on the 3rd of Nov.
& he turned 27 (:

Hope he have a great year ahead.
& I'll support him always.
LOVE U SEXY OSAKA MAN.

Well as you can see im sort of neglecting my blog.

This happens whenever i owe photos );

2011-11-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

Sorry if these food pics dont look appetizing at all lol.

Taken by a lousy phone cam.

But the Korean food was really nice(:

Enjoyed my family day today.

Oh.

I still owe the blue pics and alot of others );

I gottta wait for birdnest.

I will get them asap.

I want those blue picccccsss! );

2011-10-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

QUICK UPDATE!

Last Sunday was really awesome CAUSE i met BLUE.
My first idol in my life. (;

Derrick and Vanessa were there as well.
We were right at the front. hehe
brings me back to our p5 days.
when we went to the best of blue concert at the singapore indoor stadium.
That was the first time i ever skipped school for a concert.

& it became..
a habit ever since.. LOL kidding.

But i have to skip school AGAIN for kanjani 8 concert this dec also. HAHAHA

OH THE PHOTOS OF BLUE THAT WE TOOK.
ARE V PROFESSIONAL AND COOL!

will upload them asap k!

AND TMR im going to Sentosa for some halloween thing?
with birdnest !

& & &
The other day i met claudsen after school and we had dinner at Madjack NEX.
We ordered regular fish and chips and premium to share.
APPARENTLY BOTH TASTES THE SAME.
LOLOL KENA SCAMMED.
The premium only have one piece but the price is almost twice the regular though regular have 2 pieces!
AFTERWHICH we had dessert at some dessert place i forgot what it was called but we shared mocca ice smth.
OH AND I WENT TO THE LIBRARY TO RESERVE MURAKAMI HARUKI'S 1Q84~
WOOHHOOOOO.
And after eating and stuffs we walked....
FIVE KILOMETERS 5KM!
From NEX to some busstop that is only like 2 stops away from my house. lol.
WE LOST CALORIES OK.
k he shall be my walking partner.

K.
ITS REALLY JUST A QUICK UPDATE.
I CANT REALLY RMB WHAT ELSE I DID THIS WEEK.
OH I BOUGHT A NEW BED.
OK.

I WILL BLOG AGAIN
WITH PICTURES.

BYE!

RANDOM PICS

2011-10-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

Why am I such a bitch.

人生幸せ

2011-10-21T00:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went to eat TeoChew Porridge = TeoChew Moi = TCM

TCM is my dad's fav food.

Btw he is of a TeoChew descent.

My grandfather's a TeoChew Chinese from China who has 8 wives.

& my grandmother ( who's no. 7 ) is a Peranakan.

My mom..

she's just 100% Japanese.

My Japanese grandparents are from Tokyo.

Right, that was just some random BG INFO about myself. lol.

& this is my baby Ryo.

He's going through his teenage years

( he's 2 yrs old = 14 dog yrs = teenager = raging hormones = rebellious )

Today We had Jalan Kayu Prata for dinner (;

And.

I had driving lessons just now.

I suck at turning.

I think I am retarded.

OOOOOOOOOOHHH

GODDDD

I forgot to tell you one FREAKING IMPORTANT NEWS

I GOT

CONFIRMED TICKETS

KANJANI8 CONCERT AGAIN!!! HEHEHEHE!

TOKYO DOME

DAMN EXCITED PLEASE!

Life's good (:

Quick update

2011-10-18T01:47:00.001+08:00

Mummy and I were craving for Kaya toast so we made our way to cp toastbox to satisfy our cravings.

Today was the first day of the new semester and I was already dying. I really don't know how to stay awake during lectures lol. Can't help falling asleep.
Every Monday and Tuesday we have lectures 4 hours straight from 9am in the morning.
That's seriously plain torturing.
And Tuesdays are the longest day amongst all.
9 to 6!
Which is actually 7.30 to 8.30 ( including transportation time )
gonna die man ):

2011-10-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

夜プール！

Had a night swim just now,

Little Ryo joined us too.

Adorable thing.

AND.

Its school tmr.

In 9 hrs time.

I will be sitting in a lecture hall,

dying.

I really hate school.

SIAN.

Belated OCC fine dining pics (: Sorry, there's alot of .me.

2011-10-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

We volunteered as receptionist/ ushers

Appetizer , cold dish.

Cream of mushroom.

My steak.

Birdnest's Salmon.

Dessert ; Apple crumble.

For some reason I look short here. );

Look at little Ryo !

HAHA mummy's eyes.

& Naomi.

My Best Friends

2011-10-15T23:00:00.001+08:00

Oh God. This face. On the Left. -_-

Claudsen.

My Dave (:

Claudsen's way of taking photos.

Bottom, Up.

Quite a skill though lol.

Initially we thought he was taking our boobs only.

He loves taking self portraits.

& we met this beauty at the platform (:

Sophia!!! The artsy student.

This is the first time I met her since she got into Laselle.

Happily having his meal.

Sophia & Claudsen haven't had their lunch so Eunice and myself accompanied them to Astons.

I was being all tourisy.

Otw to Mine's cafe.

Its the first time there for all of us.

It was fun, I must say.

But I guess it was kinda costly.

This is the cutest shot of both of them, ever. (:

They look really happy here,

but apparently Sofy got really pissed with him half way thru the game. lol.

WANNA KNOW WHY?

Cause Claudsen's chicken kept on taking Sophia's chicken's tail. HAHA.

The chicken I was talking about earlier. lol.

This (:

We went to the art museum after that.

It just so happen that the admission fee was free.

Because it was a Friday, after 7pm.

They all have the habit to just call the art pieces/ artists by their names very casually like as if they are their friends. lol.

" Eh why lincoln's neck so long one"

" I wanna go and see Amanda."

3 of us (: BFFs

The art pieces were really very beautiful.

Every drawing was just so intricate and real.

They look like photos,

but they are all drawn by this korean artist,

Hyung Koo Kang.

& he just so happen to be there, giving a talk.

A one night only talk here in Singapore Art Musuem.

A very lucky and good opportunity for our artist Sofy.

She even got his autograph, and a quote written by him.

" Life is Short, Art is Forever."

( To me it sounds... errr. normal. )

But oh well, it came from the mouth of an art genius.

I guess I sorta achieved some sight seeing.

Although I wished we could have gone to the floating LV.

I hope to go to more cool places ard Singapore,

Where Ive yet to go.

We are most probably meeting again next week! (:

& we gotta make our Halloween plans too!

Anyway,

Since im not going Japan next year ( hope I can resist, lol )

We decided to go on a vacation.

All of us!

The two girls left earlier.

So I was left with this guy.

He brought me to steamboat.

It was my first time,

so it was kinda fun (;

Though it was FREAKING hot.

Otw to my place from Buangkok.

This is the route i take whenever i miss the last bus home.

Kinda scary though.

He said he needa shit.

& insisted in shitting in my house. lol.

But in the end,

he manage to hold back his shit.

So we spent the night talking at the playground by the pool.

The breeze was really nice (;

We finally went home around 2am.

I love them v much ! xoxo

Ive yet to upload the fine dining pics with birdnest though.

Will upload them when she does!

TODAY IS LITTLE RYO's BIRTHDAY!

2011-10-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd Birthday my sweet little toy poodle.

WE LOVE YOU!

Wake Up! Eri Chan! WAKE UP!

起きて！えりちゃん！おーきーてえええ！

Pleaseeee... )':

だからお願い、、

Wake up NOW! It's my Birthday today Eri chan!!!

今すぐ起きろっ！今日は僕の誕生日だよ、えりちゃん！

2011-10-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

今日はオシャレしてパーティに行ってきました♪

・・・パーティータイム

・・・NEWS

NEWSの曲　(´;ω;｀)

ヤバイ。

またNEWSの事を思い出しちゃう、

てか最近ずっとNEWSのことで落ちん込んでるばっかだし。

いい加減に立ち直りたいんだけど、

本当に切なくて・・・

まぁ、

でも

今日は本当に楽しかったよ☆

ほんとセレブみたいでしたww

素敵な格好して素敵なパーティーで素敵なご飯を食べました♡

またこういうかっこいいイベントとかパーティーに参加したいなぁ〜

お、ちなみに、

私はもうシンガポールに帰ってきてます！

一昨日戻りました（笑）

行ったり来たりw

次日本に帰る時は１２月、

エイト魂の為に戻ります♡

Went to some fine dining/charity event at orchard town club today.

With Birdnest's family and mine.

All photos are with Birdnest,

so i shall wait for her to upload them.

Felt like a celebrity today. lol.

So grand,

So cool.

2011-10-12T01:55:00.001+08:00

HANEDA AIRPORT

SO I got back on Sunday morning.

Went out with Birdnest on Monday.

Had lunch at Charlie Brown Cafe,

Derrick joined us around 6 in the evening,

and we watched real steel.

Great movie I must say,

I watched the trailers when I was in Japan!

Its a hit in Japan too.

After the movie,

we went to the istana park,

sat down by the pond and talked for hours.

I missed the last bus home so I walked from Buangkok Station,

it was late, quiet and kinda scary.

Had this feeling that someone was tailing me, somehow. lol.

But I got back safe and sound (; ( duh )

2011-10-12T00:37:00.001+08:00

Will blog consistently from today onwards i promissseeee!!!!!

Posts from various fans. Thats exactly how i feel/wanna say.

2011-10-09T22:37:00.005+08:00

From: http://ryofanka.tumblr.com/

I was suspecting for a while now that Yamapi wants to go solo…especially after the PAPA pic of him meeting with Johnnie and the guy from Warner Bros…and his SGSB success. I’m not gone speculate if this was his own decision or not…coz to be honest we will never know the answer to that…but I wish him good luck and ganbatte TOMO ;)

As for Ryo leaving NEWS…I wasn’t shocked maybe just a little bit surprised…why now?…but in my personal opinion he was overworking his ass in both groups for long time now. I really admire his dedication for work (in both groups) and I think he was doing a wonderful job but honestly I was worried that one day he will just collapse on the stage. Thank god that never happened.

The only think that made me speechless was the fact that they left NEWS together (two “main” members at the same time…that’s huge) but after analysing and some discussion with my friends I think that was ‘the best’ option…instead of making NEWS fans going through that process all over again in few months time :(…~~coz I don’t think Ryo would stay with NEWS without Yamapi for long.~~

I wish Tegoshi, Massu, Koyama and Shige all the best…it’s your time now to show your fans what you got!!! Good luck and ganbatte!

And Ryo…he will always be my ichiban and I have no plans on changing that. So I will defiantly continue supporting him and K8…and I will always look back at his time with NEWS with a smile. <3

From: http://pinnoai.tumblr.com/post/11178935875/now-that-ive-more-or-less-managed-to-conclude-my

Let’s say, this was not a decision the Jimusho forced them into. (As long as we’re on the outside, I don’t think we’ll ever know the truth anyway.) Sometimes I want to ask all those people calling Pi and Ryo selfish, not-trying-hard-enough, not-loving-enough to look back at themselves.
Do you realize how hypocritical you sound?

-

Say we reverse the situation. Say, Pi remains in NEWS against his true calling, say he sacrifices his dreams of going solo and makes everyone else happy but himself. When the time has passed and his opportunities are gone, when he’s an old man filled with regrets, who will be there to carry that burden for him? Fans? Other NEWS members? Ha, don’t be ridiculous.

“He can’t sing! He has no talent!” Yeah, as though Pi had a choice in the matter. Just like we can totally choose if we want to be born with good looks or not. So, you have to have a great voice in order to fight for what you want? That’s just a box you put yourself in. Pi says, no thank you I’m going to do it my way. I know I don’t have talent, that’s why I’m going to work twice, three times, a mirrion times harder. And from me: just look at you, dear hater, so talented sitting behind your computer having achieved little except mocking other people and calling them flops or wannabes.

When you’ve managed one-tenth of what Pi has accomplished, then we’ll talk.

-

Say Ryo remains in NEWS. He works himself to death being in two groups. And he can never be a fully-commited member of either one because he’s being pulled in all directions. Not to mention other members of one group will always need to be waiting around or trying to accomodate HIS schedule with another. How would that make Ryo feel? How would that make everyone feel? And oh, on top of that let’s just forget about Ryo having some precious time off for himself, shall we? He can forget about chilling out, about being in a relationship, about taking a break. Not to mention he still has to make himself feel happy about it. Possibly for the rest of his life.

What an easy and relaxing task.

“He’s just making excuses, he’s done it in the past why can’t he do it now?” And do we know for sure that it wasn’t difficult or maybe even hell for him? No. How do we know that maybe, K8 had to sacrifice many activities because Ryo couldn’t be around and the same can be said for NEWS?

If he doesn’t tell the Jimusho now - STOP. You placed me in two groups - I didn’t ask for it - but I tried. I not only tried for years; I did my best. But now I think I’ve done my part here. From where I see it, all these boys have reached a point of maturity, be it their careers or their own personal direction. They are grown men. They no longer need one another, all of them should be free to and are capable of making the best out of themselves.

-

You can decide that you no longer want to support them anymore. That’s your own choice. You can feel betrayed, disappointed, angry. But does that mean that they DID betray you? “Oh sorry, I changed on purpose just so I can break your heart.” Don’t flatter yourself, no one owes anyone a living anymore. Who knows, the truth may be that the Jimusho made them say things to reassure fans even though deep down, they can’t be sure if they can keep to those promises.

Let’s get real. These are living, breathing people with feelings, dreams, a mind of their own - not dolls and robots - even if JE markets them as such ~~and even if they have dead fish eyes~~. They don’t see themselves as special snowflakes; they only have one lifetime just like everyone, and if they’re entitled to anything, it is to live the hell out of it with as little regrets as possible. That applies to everyone, not just Pi, not just Ryo, but to Tegoshi, Massu, Shige and Koyama too. The 4 members who now have the chance to be reborn as something bigger and better than before, to walk out from under the shadow of Pi and Ryo to show us what they’ve really got. No matter the odds.

You gotta let go if you want to grab onto something else and let’s face it, NEWS hasn’t had a breakthrough in years. But maybe now is the time, a blessing in disguise. I sense potential; so much so much potential - and they’ve made me hunger for it. I want to see it all, from every, single, one of them. I don’t expect the road to be completely smooth from now on, and I don’t think the boys do either. Maybe there will be more detours; someone might decide that an idol’s life isn’t the life for him anymore. But I have faith in saying that whatever paths they eventually choose, they’re doing their best to make the most out of it.

Lastly, on the topic of blaming Jin for all this? Cool story, bro, but no need to give him so much credit. He’s just the first person who had the guts to do the unthinkable, not Jesus. Find a new angle.

2011-10-09T21:59:00.000+08:00

IM BACK IN SINGAPORE.

theres alot i wanna blog about.
alot ALOT ALLOOTTTT
but ive been v lazy this entire autumn in japan and i hardly even used to the com.
):
will upload the piccas soon.

BUT.
Im not quite in the mood to do so.
V heartbroken );

Ryo & Yamapi left NEWS and it was announced on 7 oct friday night.
ALMOST DIED.
Ai chan called me and we were like grieving on the phone for hours.

Still cant bring myself to believe );

...

2011-10-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Ryo-chan for winning Best Supporting Actor for Zenkai Girl In Nikkan Sports Drama Grand Prix 2011 !
亮ちゃん助演男優賞おめでとう！

Credits: http://twitpic.com/6t4wys

2011-09-30T23:35:00.000+08:00

お風呂上がり

＠寛いでるなう

今夜はいとこちゃん家にお泊まりさせていただいてます

Wifi繋がってるからやっとmacbook使える〜

＆来週シンガポールに帰る予定です！